Oh the Debate

American Idol Auditions are July 2nd in Portland.

I just bought tickets to go to Stadium of Fire in Utah on July 2nd. I would be with my awesome cousins and see my sister.

I don't know what to do.

My thought process:

1. What if I don't even make it to Hollywood and I did it for no reason and missed out on an awesome weekend with my cousins

2. I see my cousins at least once a year, which isn't enough I know, but American Idol is a once in a life time chance.

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE AL LEAST ONE WEEKEND APART?

boo :/ 

This is gunna take some thought and prayer.  I want to be a singer, so I would be foolish not to try out. Lets just say I'm afraid of rejection. Leaning towards American Idol, but still gunna pray about it. See what the Lord wants me to do.

Love, the girl that hates making big decisions.

Oh so Gleeful!!

GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE. 

HOLY BANANAS.

It was like the best episode ever. OSHGSN

I can't even express how much I loved it.

Havent watched it yet? Don't Read on.

I went and watched it at my friends apartment.

When Fin and Rachel went on their date, CUTEST THING EVER, and then

the end when they were SO close to kissing and Rachel's all like, I can't...

the whole apartment had like a 3 second scream. hahaha

lets just say, throughout the show I

cried, laughed, screamed, jumped off the couch and fell on the floor, punched courtney

and got very giddy. 

I am so glad that Fin and Rachel got back together, 

I'd much rather have them be together than win Nationals.

OH BABY. I think I'm a little too obsessed.

Oh and For Good, by Rachel and Kurt? KEY CHANGE AMAZING PERFECTNESS.

That is all.

Sometimes

Just sometimes, you have days that are too good, too good for your own good. You laugh too much, kill your throat because you're screaming with laughter and just make a complete utter fool of yourself. Its those days that make you realize you're crazy and insane. 

I think this describes my time here in Rexburg thus far.

Especially this weekend. Shoottery bob was this weekend a pearl.

Look-a-like?

I have now had 2 different people tell me I look/ make the same facial expressions as

Maximus from Tangled. The first was Jannette, she sent me this picture and said

She's almost positive that we have a photo of me making that exact face.

I have yet to locate it. But then on wednesday, one of my guy friends was like

oh my goodness, that face was so a face the horse in Tangled makes, You look like him!!

hahaha this just makes my life, because that horse is like the funniest thing ever,

and if I can make similar faces I must be funny too right? Ha. At least just let me think so.

Remember how I was going to make that marvelous meal?

Well me and the roomies went to Walmart instead, bought chocolate

and that my friends, was my dinner.

pathetic.

However, ITS THE WEEKEND. And I just finished all my homework.

I just have a test to study for now, not too worried about it though

oh, and did I tell you about that 6 page paper I wrote in 2 hours last week? 

97% and my teacher raved about it. I am never spending more that a couple 

hours on an essay again. 

ps. my ballet class is so much fun. Do you think I'll ever be able to do this?

I'll answer for you, IN MY DREAMS.

HAPPY WEEKEND. 

What a day

for some reason, today I was feeling really stressed.THERE WAS NO CHOCOLATE IN THE APARTMENT. I didn't know what to do with myself.  So instead, I sucked on my roommates big chunks of suckers that she made in her foods class. it was all sugar and gave me a head ache. 

I just woke up from a 20 minute nap. I feel so refreshed.

We had another roommate move in, there are now 5 of us.

I'm going to make myself noodles and chicken for dinner. ITS HAPPENING. No pb and J tonight. (Its what I have every night people)

yep. I just got hungry, TIME FOR DINNER. 

oh and I'm teaching on Sunday, and can you guess the topic? marriage. great. haha No, I'm excited, I just tried starting the lesson today, which was a bad idea because Today i don't feel like doing anythingggggggg. I JUST WANNA LIE IN MY BED. but for reals. 

me=LAZY BONES TODAY.

tonight we're playing tons of night games, I best get my energy up before then. 

right. dinner. K. ready set go.

Adventure time!

the sand dunes, because it was/ is a sunny day and we were
feeling spontanious (we just got back)

katie totally mastering the air meditation

just soaking in some rays

such.blue.sky.

its friday night, and the dunes did me in, they were exhausting!
running up and down. I think I may take a nap before the night
festivities begin

RELIEF SOCIETY ACTIVITY. who does that?? it was so fun

this is my dear friend and roommate lochlan phillips. she is hilarious. 

I swear I was not posing for a picture. I was just fully enjoying myself.

So many fun things have been happening here! Today it was sunny so christina and katie and I just decided to drive to the dunes and frolic. we were hoping more people would come, but it was short notice and it didn't matter because we had a BLAST. jumping from sand drop offs. it was superb :)

tomorrow for adventure saturday we're going to the caves and gunna play some glow in the dark hide and seek. Oh and tonight a dance party of course. You can't have a weekend without one of those!

W.W.

-IT WAS SO WARM TODAY

- Getting a 6 page essay done in 2 hours

-Deciding to switch my major 2 days ago, just in time to not get a W on my transcript for my B100 class

-Possibly going into Communications, but also thinking along the lines of sports science

-Ropes course today for Relief society! So fun

-Country dancing was a blast as always

-Getting my new song posted, with positive results :)

-Playing at the open mic at Sammy's

-Waking up this morning before my alarm

-Life here in Rexburg :)

HERE IT IS

ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS I'VE EVER WRITTEN.
Do you understand how incredibly fun it is to sing? Its always in my head and when I sing it I get all riled up and its just amazing. Its like the same feeling you get when singing Picture to Burn.

well now that I've talked about how much I am in love with it, listen for yourself and I hope you enjoy it :)

oh ya. and this is that hater song I wrote for Tyrel. I think I am a crazy ex girl friend....I wasn't before! but then other things just started to happen on his end. and then I got a little craaazy. heh. I like it.

videos NEVER work on my blog, so click on the link below to listen to it :)
CLICK THIS

Feeling a Little Overwhelmed

Maybe thats understatement. I'm feeling way overwhelmed. I have so many songs!! I can't believe I got so behind! Seriously though, I wrote another song yesterday and I'm like nooooo now I have one more to recordddd. Let me try and count how many need to be recorded.

1. Boys Like You
2. You Stole I Love You
3. Summer 
4. Waitin' on the Weekend
5. Giving Thief 
6. Faithfully  -
7. All I Want is You 
8. Worth It      
9. Fake Fairytale     
10. The Things You Do
11. Start All over Again
12. Not For Tonight
13. Be With Him Again Someday


umm ya, thats 13 songs people. 13 SONGS. I can't wait to get them out there because some of my favorite songs I've ever written people haven't heard yet...
Its going to be a slow process but I'm going to start, one at a time :)

W.W

we're going to do this in the form of photos

Christinas Birthday cake we made. SO GOOD.

Gray suites, I find them very handsome.

and there were A LOT of guys at church wearing them, How did they know?

Don;t these just look awesome? They're beautiful

I know this isn't quite temple modest, but I still ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.
and there could be some adjustments made. 

its getting warmer here. Its supposed to be 67 tomorrow!

This past week has just been a bundle of wonderfuls. :)

Hair Wrap

So I went to Porters right when I got here to Rexburg, I got hemp, beads, and feathers. I've been putting off doing my hair wrap because I new it was going to take me forever seeing as I had never done one like this in my hair before. I just looked at my friends, to see how she did it, she got hers done by a hippie, so like a professional right? So hers has been in for weeks. I like the way mine turned out but I'm afraid its not gunna be super tight and stay in for very long!! Which is poopy because it took me almost 2 hours. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed, I like the way it turned out!

my roommates were laughing at me taking pictures of myself.